Thursday, May 28, 2020

Flow with it


About this picture: Taken in Arches National Park (Utah), it reminds us in a very real way of the healing power of movement. There is a saying “dogs and kids are happiest when running”; here you will see our 3 year-old son Bah'hozhooni running after our dog. My corollary to this saying is that our goal as adults is to keep the child within alive. Movement = Medicine.


Slow. Sluggish. Feet dragging. Legs heavy.

The run was not the effortless morning wake-up I had envisioned when I sat on front steps tying the shoes. The gazelle I had envisioned, gently bouncing over the trails, had turned into more of a hippo waddling along.

Then, around 15 minutes into the run, I remembered a friend’s wisdom. “Don’t fight the current. Find it and flow with it.”

So, flow with it became my mantra.

As a competitive runner, flowing at an admittedly pedestrian speed is sort of new.

But then again, I am a competitive runner 3 months into a pandemic, exhausted from work as a family physician to support others in movement and health. I am a runner whose competition has become measured by resilience more than by mile pace or race times/awards.

It took some effort, but over the next miles of the run I repeated flow with it and let the run take over. Suddenly, the trees seemed more present. The flowering plants of our New Mexico landscape became more fragrant. The sand beneath my feet that had earlier seemed a culprit in my slow pace now welcomed my every step with a grainy cushioned embrace.

Before I realized it, I was in that wonderful space that running offers us, escape from pandemic and all of life’s stressors. I hardly noticed that my pace had quickened.

Flow with it.

That’s my prescription for us all. Let your movement be medicine on all levels – mind, body and spirit. Let your runs/walks/hikes/dance/gardening/etc. be a way to connect with yourself and nature in a way that we know is deep in our DNA as humans: running. As we see a world suffering, dedicate your movement to the healing of those infected and all of us affected. Flow with it.

And in the fine print of the prescription, I might also add that flow with it means to take care of being gentle with ourselves in this moment. Your movement is a chance to make space for yourself, but make sure that space is healing, loving, uplifting. Flow with it and appreciate your body for what it is doing, not what it isn't doing. 
On some pandemic days, gentleness with ourselves is going to mean throwing out the pace or mileage goal for the day; instead, focusing on being present, giving thanks for the moment and gratitude for your body that allows you the gift of that day’s movement. 
As we say in our Running Medicine program, “Breathe deep, forget all worries, and get your medicine.” 
May your movement be wonderful and healing today. May you have the strength and presence to flow with it

7 comments:

  1. Thanks for keeping it real (real, real good writing and photos) and helping us heal. This continues to be a highlight from the inbox….thanks for keeping at it. It’s making a difference.

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  2. A Nizhoni piece about 'flowing with it'!

    Ahe'hee shihastiin!

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  3. Lovely Anthony--thanks for sharing and keep writing

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  4. My journal prompt for today: If you have something on your plate that feels challenging—whether it's this moment in time or a specific project—your invitation today is to ask yourself:
    How can I make this easeful? Enjoyable? Light?

    What I wrote in bold was "let go and go with the flow" :-)

    Thank you for sharing your experience

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  5. Yes,yes! To remember our Oneness with the Mother, our movement through it with the heart open IS healing.
    Your efforts in finding the flow on your run is the key to finding holistic and meaningful healing of body mind and heart (spirit).
    Ahh, the 2 wolves, I like the one you feed!

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  6. So lovely, and what a beautiful picture!!

    I am working on being gentle with myself this week. I became overwhelmed with the amount of work that was piled on me before furlough and am feeling burnt out and not in touch with myself or the natural world around me. This piece was the perfect read for me and my intentions this week!

    Thank you again for sharing :-)

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  7. Thank you for sharing. Love it.

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